Something, Or Not Something?

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Longyearbyen, Spitsbergen. August 2017

It’s been a bit of a break since my last post because not much has been happening, although quite a bit has been happening. Sounds like nonsense, doesn’t it? It isn’t nonsense, honestly.

As far as the Fibro is concerned, it’s true that not much has been happening – well, until the past few days. Where Life is concerned, things have been rather different, however. For a change, the Stuff has been happening in FPR’s family, not mine, but it does have an effect on me, of course.

What I have found is that the happening of Stuff has been accompanied by tiredness. I hesitate to call it fatigue as it hasn’t been quite like fatigue. The tiredness has been a slight nuisance, nothing more, except…

At the weekend, I went out with my son and his family for lunch at a local garden centre. I had hoped to accompany them to where they were going in the afternoon but didn’t feel quite up to it. During lunch we agreed that I would run an errand, to save him some time. When I moved in my chair to stand up, it became obvious that I wasn’t going to be able to fulfil that undertaking: I could feel Fatigue rushing towards me.

We headed towards the Exit, pausing to look at a display. As far as I was concerned, that pause was a mistake so I left them and returned home. By the time I got home I was shattered. In fact, I felt quite unwell. Throughout the afternoon and evening that feeling didn’t abate and, by the time I went to bed, my body felt alien. I had begun to feel pains in my arms that I hadn’t felt before. They differed from the pains I had been experiencing prior to taking turmeric – certainly, they felt sharper. Those pains continued through to the next day. I am sure that they were a direct result of me feeling so tired. Consequently, I feel that I need to avoid extreme tiredness, as far as I am able. Of course, it is not always possible, but I will certainly try. Maybe, it was coincidence and the Fibro has moved on a bit, but it has to be worth trying to avoid something that gives a good impression of a trigger.

* I drafted this post a couple of weeks ago but haven’t been able to publish it because accessing the internet has been difficult.

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